See Me

Hey, I’m staring at you, yes you

I know u are looking at me

But can u SEE ME?

You see me the little girl naive and scared of everything

And has to run to daddy and mommy for every single thing

unsophisticated, cannot stand on her own two feet,

Doesn’t know her left from right or her right from wrong

But do you SEE ME the grown ass mature woman

Who can make her own decision and choices?

You see me the spoiled little boy, had everything handed to him

Ungrateful little brat, doesn’t think of anyone or anything but his damn self.

But do you SEE ME, the man trying to make the best of life,

Trying to make ends meet and provide for his loved ones?

You see me, the insecure girl, who is depressed, deprived,

self-conscious, oppressed, obsessed with trying too hard,

Cos she is afraid she’ll never be loved for who she is

But do you SEE ME the confident, stunning, beautiful independent,

Strong lady who has evolved?

You see me the douche bag, mean, lying, self-absorbed,

insensitive, ungrateful young man, ego as big as a bag of rice on my shoulder

But do you SEE ME, the selfless, considerate, sweet, amazingly incredible lover, who would do anything for his woman?

You see me the shallow, selfish, silly, dull, clumsy, wimp

But do you SEE ME the deep, intelligent, creative, brilliant guru

You see me your goofy bestfriend, always there when your heart has been broken, the shoulder to cry on when your world crumbles

But do you SEE ME the one that wants earnestly to be your soul mate and love you like no one else would?

I’m here, i’m there, I’m wherever you want me to be

Cos i can’t stop looking at you, i can’t stop staring at you

I’m screaming, whaling, scratching, digging

Trying so freaking hard to get your attention

Can’t you SEE ME? i’m right in front of you

and you don’t even know i’m there

You act like i don’t exist

No matter how hard I try or what I do, you keep staring at the “ME” u want to see

what am i to do now?

should i keeping standing in front of you

hoping, someday, somehow  you see me?

the “ME” that i want you to SEE?

the “ME” that the rest of the world sees?

Sometimes, i want to throw my hands up and say

Screw this shit, i don’t care anymore

But you are the one that matters

you are the one that needs to SEE ME.

So i’ll wait, through the hurt and the pain

Till you SEE ME